I don't know how does she feel? and also don't know whether she feels comfortable with what I am caring for her. Just wanted to do what I feel happy about doing so.
I will work out on my thoughts and respect whatever her decision...
hoping that one day she would reconsider...
It has not been easy for me in the past few days and I still feel regret that I was not there when she needed me.
p/s: I really love and miss you... very much...